Scan anxiety

I have scans next week and I'm kind of nervous. Ok, a lot nervous. Mostly because I'm worried with all the sickness I've had, my immune system hasn't been fighting as well as it should. And I'm not doing the full regime of treatment anymore, so it makes me wonder if the drugs I'm on are enough to do the job and kick this cancer right out of me.

That one little tumor left in my lungs better be shrinking still. It's going down whether it likes it or not! A friend once reminded me, "I might have cancer, but cancer doesn't have me." This sums up how I try to live my life now!